Archive for January 4th, 2018

X?

Thursday, January 4th, 2018

New X-Files episode came out last night…

At my first stop on a shortened route (no furthest-away stop), Nashville, I read a sign while waiting to be let in, that said that guests are to wear masks to prevent spread of cold and flu. All of the nurses and CNAs were wearing masks, except one CNA I saw. The hallway doors were closed.

I always wear a respirator in this place, because they use scent-dispersal things. I commented to the CNA that let me in that “now I fit in”.

The last nurse I spoke to, and delivered to there was listening to music. In my mind I recognized it as “X Ambassadors”. The song was “Renegade”.

I just thought about this, considering “X”, for X-Files, having come across “X”, before. Hmm?

New 385

Thursday, January 4th, 2018

Tonight I calculated that 385 seconds/minutes would be 6:25. “Six Twenty-Five” may also be June 25th. This is the date that the first Blade Runner came out, 14 days after my birth.

When calculated this, connecting it in my mind, I got a call from John- My coworker/dispatcher, which I at first ignored, and then didn’t want to do what he asked me if I could do, but then I changed my mind.

When I got to the destination, a song by a band called Cigarettes After Sex, “Apocalypse” was playing, and came to an end as I pulled into the space to park to take the drug to the nurse for the patient. Another song came on here, by St. Vincent, where she repeats (this is all I know right now) “Black hole blacker…”.

Something about this with the timing went together. I considered a very early association with the sound in the song, “Apocalypse”, it reminding me of Blade Runner, then finding that the first song on that album is a single letter, K.- Like the “name” of the blade runner in in Blade Runner 2049.

This pattern of numbers that I made has 6 numbers made with 25 equal segments. I had related this with Blade Runner, and also it coming out 14 days after I was born, 1 and 4 “inside” the other numbers, I considered.

 

2367 is also an address where I wrecked one night, going off road into a ravine, being caught by a tree, on my way back from a person with the last name Taylor’s, who I was dating at the time. And this wake-cycle for me, currently, 1/03 was the oldest girl-friend that I remember (not girlfriend, but girl-friend)’s birthday. Her last name was also this (Taylor).

But I had associated ‘Blade Runner’ with another “Taylor” – Swift, and I first focused on the number 385 in recent-memory through her – through finding the number associated with her, on a card. I also just remembered that on the way to pick up the drug for the patient tonight, the order for which was first communicated to me right after I calculated that 385 seconds/minutes would be 6:25, that when I got off on Emerson to go pick up the order, I saw a truck parked at perhaps it was a Target, with her name, Swift, on it, and the number that was shown as the range in my car was 147 there, which was the range when I had driven by 385 the night before, on the way back home (on the way there, a resonance, with “Hook”- Written about in another entry), along with being as well the ending numbers on the odometer, so the numbers matched, and then when I came back around to it, I saw this name that was again associated.

I found another way, relating with Taylor, or her name at least, that ’2367′ comes up. I had found that a gematria of the names of my immediate, core family could be 385, or 1024 full-Ordinal… I calculated the gematrias of names of my living family members, most-directly connected to me, which would be my mom and dad, brother and sister and their spouses, and children. But this isn’t very clean…There are more ways to include, or exclude. ┬áBut in some way, relating with her name…2367 may come at some specific point.